So tired of people saying to me it's unhealthy to not trust anybody, and bottling your emotions deep inside of you". Well, you call it bottling, I'll just stick to calling it "independent".
I've been let down so many times, and honestly, I blame myself. So now, thanks to my stupidity, I'm completely alone. Left alone to handle all these emotions.
To be honest, I envy all of you who actually have someone in your life where you can talk too and share how your day was. Because it's those little things where I wish I had someone that I can trust.
But no, I had all these friends who were full of bullshit
& my mom, who can't take at least a week off to see me
and a dad who is constantly judging me with every little feeling I share with him.
And right now, I'm totally broken.
There is no room left to trust again.
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